memories...

I'm feeling rather nostalgic lately. Lots of memories keep proping up and leaves me in weird moods. Sometimes I really miss the days when there wasn't much stress and worry and I could just live life by the minute. No deadlines. No one to answer to. Be with the one I want and do what I feel whenever I feel like it. Sigh. When you start maturing (or at least think you are), theres just too much restrictions and responsibility. Many things you have to say 'NO' to or stop yourself from doing. I miss the days I can just laze about in bed for the whole day or dissappear with my gf for days without anyone else knowing. Or just getting up one day and deciding to go travelling for the week. Nowadays we have to PLAN everything. Apply for leave. Make sure there is enough money and blah blah blah. If only there is a time warp of some kind where I can pop in and out of the chapters of my life. Wouldn't that be sweet?! Think about it. One minute I'm at a meeting and the next I'm reliving the first time I saw snow or french kissed. But I guess that would be creepy too. It would seem that I never grew up. There won't be a stopping point. No direction. Sigh. Can't I just be a 'Toys R Us' kid!