meme time...

Ahh its been awhile but got tagged by $1 for another meme. Hehe. Memes are good blog fillers doncha' think. =)

Here goes...

3 things that scare me:

Cancer
Failure
My emotions

3 people who make me laugh:

Maria
Myself
Dave Chappelle

3 things I love:

Sunshine
Taking walks
Driving

3 things I hate:

Hypocrites
Ignorance
Allergies

3 things I don't understand:

Calculus
Myself
Golf

3 things on my desk:

Dell Inspiron 510m Laptop
The Far Side Daily 2007 Calender
A picture of Crush the Turtle from Finding Nemo

3 things I'm doing right now:

Reading blogs
Chatting with Sunshine on YM
Looking through some USD tickets

3 things I want to do before I die:

Bungee jump
Drive a BMW M3 or M5
See the world

3 things I can do:

Cook (to an extent)
Bitch and whine
Go to the movies alone

3 things you should listen to:

Laughter
Waves by the beach
Criticism

3 things you should never listen to:

Sales people
Marketing gimmicks
Politicians

3 things I'd like to learn:

Diving
To cook like Jamie Oliver
Play a musical instrument

3 favorite foods:

Pasta
Cheesecake
Sambal sotong

3 beverages I drink regularly:

Neslo Ice
Tiger Beer
Chinese tea

3 TV shows/Books I watched/read as a kid:

Transformers, The A Team and Mask
Hardy Boys, Enid Blyton and Sherlock Holmes

3 people I have to tag:

Poopie
Hybernating Bear
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dry weekend...

You wouldn't believe it, but this weekend was a dry one for me. Not a single drop of alcohol. Best part is it felt good. Real good. I guess alot has to do with the company. Hehe. But seriously it was nice not to drink. Sigh. Sadly this weekend looks like a wet one. Hopefully won't go overboard like usual. Need more dry events. Miss the days whereby we just hang out in mamak stalls or cafes. Sipping tea or fruit juices or just pigging out on good food.

I know this post and a few others below make me sound like an alcoholic, but trust me I'm not. And NO I'm not in DENIAL! Just that when I socially drink it can get a lil' too much. Am sure those that drink know what I mean. Plus sometimes its nice to drink to numb the mind. If ya get what I mean. ;)

need to stop!

Sigh. I have started to drink again. Need to find a way to stop. I can't help it cos it helps me relax and forget things. Although sadly only for a short moment. Hate the after effects the next morning especially with a screwed up stomach like mine. Arrrggghhh.

Any therapies out there to divert my need to drink?? I don't smoke and will never so please don't say that helps! Unless I start eating. Sigh. Then I'll gain back the few kilos I tried so hard to loose. Damn there doesn't seem to be a win win situation! =(

gong xi gong xi...

To all that celebrate this festive occasion...

Happy Chinese New Year!

Kong Hei Fatt Choy!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

happy valentines!

To everyone out there. Even if you are not celebrating or bothered about it. Happy Valentines Day! Hope everything goes through smoothly for those that has something planned. To those that might not get their way, the effort itself is good enuff. =)

Cheeers...

music to my ears...

Music has got to be the best art form known to man. Well for me at least. It has been a moving part of my life and will be am sure till I finally knock off. Makes me smile, cry, laugh, reminisce and all sorts of other feelings. Its the best companion. Being in the shitty mood that I am in now, I had no other avenues to turn to except for music.

Below are what, at the moment, soothes my heart and mind.

1. Rise and Fall - Craig David ft. Sting
2. Heard Em' Say - Kanye West ft. Adam Levine
3. I Try - Macy Gray
4. Changes - 2Pac
5. Work It Out - Jurassic Five ft. Dave Matthews
6. New Day - Indus Creed
7. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
8. The Light - Common

Nothing like a drive or walk with music at hand. Really does wonders. Albeit sometimes only for a short while but then again when you are feeling crappy, a moment of bliss is a blessing isn't it. ;)

Alrighty then, back to my music...

why??

Sigh. I told myself not to hope too much. Take it one day at a time. Sadly it was easier said than done. Just being myself I couldn't control my emotions and still gave it my all.

Sadly, the wind just stopped blowing...

Wish I could go somewhere far. Just by myself. Wallow in self-pity.

heroes...

Am sure most of you have already seen the first episode of Heroes on Star World. Some of you (like me) might be as up-to-date with US (episode 14). When I first saw the series, it immediately reminded me of when X-Files came out back in 1993. The same excitement and curiousity to keep following and counting the days for the next episode to come out. Although I gotta admit this is much better as the series follows along with each episode. Plus with the advancement of technology it comes out more realistic and dramatic.

It got me thinking. What powers would you choose if you were given the choice? Mind reading, invisibility, physical strength, flight and god knows how many others out there. Yes yes I know its all fantasy but indulge me for a minute will ya. After giving it some thought, I would most probably choose teleportation. Now only one person really knows why ;) but for the rest of you, just imagine having the capability to be wherever and whenever you want with a blink of an eye. Now wouldn't that be something cool. Although rather illegal cos you can get into anywhere without paying for it. Hehe. All the free movies and concerts or even robbing banks. LOL. But then again most powers aren't really socially friendly. Theres always something you can do with it thats illegal. So screw that.

Anyhoo. Didn't know what to post so just thought of this. Will give up now and get back to work. Cheerio...

emotions...

It sucks to be a Cancerian. All the emotional issues and lack of control. The brooding and thinking and worrying. Sigh. Sometimes wished I was a cold hearted bastard. Might be happier in life. Being selfish helps as well. After all its a dog eat dog world right.

Sigh...